Last last Sunday

white jeans, toque and coat- Aritzia, striped sweater- Brandy Melville, lime blouse- F21, runners- New Balance 

my, it's been awhile.

this is one of the few times i've been home earlier than 10:30pm from school in weeks.

"crazy, insane" is a way to describe my life at the moment.

but with all the stress i'm trying to embrace the moments, even when i'm feeling like crap.

cause once it's over, its over. done. 

2 weeks left of 3 years... ahh!

▲natt

oxblood claws

keep em growin.

*wink* 

▲natt

.

i get all pissy and upset & then realize others are having it much worse than me right now.

breathe... you crazy bish. 

▲natt

pastel lipZ

New Nicki Minaj Viva Glam lipstick i bought from MAC the other day.

it's slightly more pastel than what the photo makes it appear.

... my best lipstick friend this summer.

▲natt

...who knows not happiness.

"i'm just so scared

to touch happiness

only to have it

taken away again

maybe that is why

i push everyone away

and maybe that's why

i'm so guarded 

but i don't think

i can even touch it

without love

and i dont know

how to love

not at all." 

▲natt