OH yes i diiid

"No She Didn't" lipstick from Lime Crime, Karen Walker [Number One] sunnies, H&M fishtail necklace and Casio watch.

alright. 

i'm tan.

 well perhaps not as tan as the filter makes me look in the 2nd photo [it almost looks cancerous]. 

i'm still looking forward to a beach day though. 

i haven't been in weeks.

i've been so caught up in work and rehearsals- & with my show opening next week my schedule has been crayyy!

it'll all come to smooth out soon, though, once the musical opens. 

anyway. i'd like to chat with you about my new lipstick.

i look [inter?] galactic... & i really dig it.

now i want mint green lipstick... & yellow! and dark blue! and purple! 

& pretty well every color lime crime carries.

...obsessed. 

▲natt

you've got mail.

 Look ma! [actually don't, you'll flip] 

these sneaker platforms arrived last week. i ordered them from Little Burgundy.

they've got a pretty serious sale going on right now that i suggest ya'll 'take a boo' at.

i like to call them my 'Harajuku platforms".

...seems fitting n_n

& then today i nearly fell over when i tried on my Lime Crime "No She Didn't" lipstick.

blue + lipstick.

need i say more?

so i didn't fall over but i did have a mini dance party... for one... in my bathroom.

my mom came in and told me i looked like a gothic alien punk.

ugh.

... ya okay cool, mom.

pft.

i wanted to look like an alien anyway... duhh.

▲natt

all work & no play.

Today i wore a mesh, short-sleeved tee from Zara, white denim pants from Aritzia (Wilfred Free), a light wash, denim button-up around my waist, black boots from Joe Fresh, my favorite summer hat from 8th & Main and my "holds just about anything & everything" go-to, suede purse from Zara. 

It was a little cooler today so i took advantage of wearing my white pants. i wouldn't have been caught dead wearing them just a couple days ago when i thought i was literally going to melt after standing outside for 5 minutes. 

i'm not complaining though, lets just get that clear.

this is Vancouver- it's not often that we are graced with this temporary heat wave. 

On another note, i did some shopping this week- store & online buys. 

...woops.

Pics soon to come...

ps. Happy 4th of July!

(why not?)

▲natt

Bipolar sunday.

My day started out with me in boyfriend denim shorts (Zara) and tank (Zara), a lace vest and beige strapped sandals (Steve Madden) with purple lipstick (Makeup Forever) and curled hair in a high pontail.

By the end of the day i was in a denim white vest (F21-- would you believe it?!), pink strapped sandals (H&M), with bright pink lipstick (Maybelline) and a half up-do. 

i'm just shaking my head at myself... how did i even manage that? while being out the whole day.

i basically bought the denim vest because i wasn't satisfied with the lace one. 

and i bought the pink strapped sandals because i was tired of wearing my beige ones all the time.

and my purple lipstick was melting off my face from the heat so i assumed that changing lipstick colors would be a better choice (uhh?... no).

and i just didn't like the way my hair looked in a high pony.

WOW.

am i a girl?

yes. yes, i am.

▲natt

a baby.

i tried to make today seem just like any other day. i hid my emotions of this joy and pain because i felt like i was wasn't even a part of such an important event that happened today. 
and technically i wasn't. i was only able to hear all the news through family & friends. 
I'm an aunty. 
i've been told that: 
my sis gave birth to a lovely little baby girl- Annabelle Lilly Rose. 
unfortunately the baby was born with anencephaly and we aren't sure how long she will live.
i'm sad because i wish i could see this baby & i wish i could see my sister. 
i wish i could hold them both. 
and i wish she would believe me when i say how much i love her and that i wish we could make amends because she is and will always be my sister. 

please keep this precious baby in your prayers and please also pray for peace between my sister and i. 

▲natt