everything.

You're right.

i am a selfish person.

i am unkind.

and mean.

i don't like the way i am.

But i have to keep reminding myself that i can change.

No matter how many times i mess up.

i need to be humble:

i need to be yelled & and to stand there & take it in.

i need to learn to keep my mouth shut & listen.

Because the life i'm living isn't about how i can make myself happy.

It's about living and fulfilling the tasks that God is calling me to do.

i want to be a godly example to others.

i want people to know that i am a God-fearing person without even having to say it because they'll see from my actions and for my unconditional love toward others.

i yearn for this.

It's going to be a tough road to walk.

And i'll continue to stumble along the way.

But HE will guide my path & keep me under HIS wing.

Always.

▲natt