it's ok

it sucks.

alot.

and it may sting for a bit.

but i am ok.

and i'm not saying that to try to convince myself that i am.

because i truly am ok. 

i'm trying to see the positive side to this.

because being sad and depressed is so useless. 

we are given these events in our lives for a reason.

you can either allow it to push you in a positive direction or you can sit and pout about it all day.

 but life goes on.

and frankly life is too short to be sad all the time.

 i've been asking God for some kind of wake up  call.

and so i guess this was it.

now i just have to take it for what it is and allow myself to move on.

▲natt