“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.” 

 “For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you’ve never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. And if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”


- The Curious Case of Benjamin Button



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winter vs attire

i guess this winter we are to experience warmth and coldness= sweaters + no bottoms...?
may be okay for some places that have mild winter weather. ahem, LA. 
ahem. where i'll be heading this winter break. slash palm springs.
can't wait to get my mutha freakin tan on. 
heck yes.


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baa

i had a bitter sweet weekend.

i saw "like crazy".

oh boy...

really really good movie.

i'd definitely add it to my list of favorite movies (that i haven't actually made).

now it's time to sort out my homework life.

and be happy and move on.

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i don't know what to say.
my words are useless and cheap.


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medium

semi-older---> new photos. 
nik's back! finally reunited!
guess what...
it's snowing. 


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opposite of sadness

“People universally tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will maybe descend upon you like fine weather if you are fortunate enough. But that’s not how happiness works. Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it…”

—	Eat, Pray, Love

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i luv her

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collar everything.

i've started a collar obsession.

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...before i get started

in a way it's a shame how quickly my hair grows, cause this means having to touch up pesky roots every few weeks. however at the same time i want it to grow down to my butt. 
so. if it could just grow quickly and then stop, that'd be fantastic.
i'm about to begin a write-up for my musical theatre class [& of course i'm convinced it's a good idea to blog first... hah typical]. 
i'm coming home to my little home town this long weekend & also getting a wad of homework accomplished, cause it just doesn't get done over the week... 
anyway. gonna start my assignment. 
here i go....
blehhh


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what do you call this.

i became the person i dreaded i'd become.
and somehow i knew it would happen, it would just be a matter of time until i got slapped across the face with the realization of what i was doing.
and i deserve it.
but i was happy. 
so that makes me selfish. 
and my confusing self is confusing me and i don't want to make decisions anymore.

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i think i love

pls & thank you .

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