breath.

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prelude.

i don't know if that'll happen.

but i'll let it try. 

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spectrum

don't make decisions when you're angry.

don't make promises when you're happy. 

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begin the count down...

i've finally noticed bags under my eyes.

what does this mean?

that i need much much much more sleep.

how do i convince myself to do this?

 staying up late is now a regular routine.

...hey. next week is my last week of work.

then i move into my new place in north van & begin school.

WHAT?!

i know. i'm anxious.

anxious as in... scared but excited. ya na?

i'm not ready for studies and stress. 

must make the best of the last couple weeks.

[gonna go to seattle for the day w/ luis and back to school ship ship shop]

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talking about photos.

 Finally [after some time] i develop the holga camera.

la di daaa...

ph.1 -- half head & half sunnnies
ph.2 -- nina & i @ centennial a bit back
ph.3 -- my brown locks... this was just after school finished
ph.4 -- alison & i writing on the post riot apology wall [you see alison writing but tilt your head to the left and you see me writing]
ph.5 -- nina w/ her timmys
ph.6 -- driving somewhere
ph.7 -- nat and viv and nat again
ph.8 -- thas me n_n
ph.9 --nina avec sun hat
ph.10 -- wearing bathing suit top, check. its purple.
ph.11 -- da pigeon man
ph.12 -- nina on grass
ph.13 -- i dunno whos hands??
ph.14 -- birdies in hawaii
ph.15 -- palm
ph.16 -- eyes open. eyes closed.
ph.17 -- harajuku loverszzzs
ph.18 -- balcony view in hawaii


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it's cool to clash

this was a couple weeks ago when my cousin had his wedding. the day before my mom sent me out to buy a dress. instead i come home with harems and a tribal-like blouse. typical.
momma shoulda known not to let me shop alone for this event.
& to my surprise my mother shows me this square, black, reptile-like purse she got at the thrift store. super cool. she said i could have it. & then i borrowed her silver bracelet and rings [which i still haven't returned to her & she's becoming very impatient-- i wear them all the time now]. didn't know she had these things lying around her room. 
so. i enjoy how the two patterns [harems + blouse] are different. but somehow they match... or i like to think they do. i just enjoy how they work together n_n
[i don't know if you guys have ever noticed but i have a crooked smile. or maybe only i notice it cause i'm around myself 24/7 which makes it easy for me to point out my imperfections. 
anyhow. i used to be super self conscious about it, but now i'm so used to it that i think i like it] .... [ i also have a broken pinky]
woot for strange imperfections n_n


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